Gossip, goals and disapointments

Back from Curitiba.

The trip was great, tiring, but great. And, as everything else in my life, with some highs and lows.
It was really something getting together with the girls for lunch and being able to gossip oh so much. It was also nice sleeping at Mayra´s and "having to go" to the soccer game. In the end, I did have lots of fun!
The test wasn´t quite what I expected. (Questions about what happened in 1982 are not about new events... but...). Well, now all I have to do is wait, although I´m not that optimistic about the result. But now there´s nothing else I can do.
I´ve been thinking about live a lot lately (specially having to spend so many hours on the bus). I´m at that moment when all you want is to have all the answers to the questions that bug you, and then you realize, after thinking a lot, that you actually have none.
It´s hard to make a strong decision about anything, and, at the same time, being so f***ing frustrated about the inability to do so. In my head, I know that I have to be strong and sometimes think about myself and forget everybody else. But it´s just so hard. On the other hand though, if I don´t do anything soon, I´m going to be the gone getting craze.
Maybe I just just go and say it.
Maybe is just a matter of thinking less and acting more.
Maybe... maybe...

But, since I like to think, and I would like to not think about that, I´m going to focus on the scrunchy scene from the barbecue restaurant. (Mayra would understand me).